Monday, January 22, 2007
supposed to be biaing for a report that i have yet to finish and is already late in submission but i just cant be bothered to start work...haix...i guess i have used up all my energy available for academic work...
this week...there are two presentations and one report...and "holiday" on thursday and friday....looking forward to the break and hopefully i can recharge.... =.=
any friend free on thurs/ fri to go out to catch some fun and activities? im seriously in need of play therapy o.O
::huIfaNg:: at 9:59 AM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
woa...its being a CRAZY week man... handed in 2 reports on mon, another report on tues(which was hoeplessly and devastatingly the most challenging report i've ever done and because of the huge inertia to face the challenge, i handed it in late and got deducted 10% o.O), concuss big time for tues and follow up on wed to replenish energy. and yes...i had created my latest record of staying in sch till 10.30PM on thurs to prepare for the OT exhibition on fri! =.=''' well, the OT exhibition on fri was pretty good, response was pretty warming and i had fun making people compete in a game of hopstotch @ my station...hahah....fun!!! =) after which wt, meli, jm n i made our way to vivo city w wanting in wheelchair n meli in crutches for one of our mini proj. the experience was refreshing as its really a first hand experience of how is it like to be and be with a person with disability in public. =D
well.....trying to rush my group report and ottp proj now...but it being sat and the dateline is on mon...my inertia is once again building up...nevertheless...as i have a cc event tml and have to pass wt all the books tml i have to push myself to start...woa..diaO
anyway im increasingly convinced that im in the right profession. while i enjoy the process of planning for event due to the space to create and explore, i do not feel for the end product all the time. for my profession, though i may get stressed over all the clinical reasoning skills (im totally lousy in this...sometimes juz hate reading so much thing and having to abide by so many reasoning o.O), i feel invovlement in both the process and end product. it may not be satisfaction all the time, but it is definitely something felt and imprinted on and something to learnt from or even for me to become a better person. yup...thats the reflection of an OCCUPATIONAL THERAPY student. hee....
more reflection: i realise that sometimes i tend to go out of home more often so as to escape some prob at home. its interesting how one can face challenges outside bravely but shrinked like a hermit crab when faced with issues supposedly more closely related....
while i feel that there is something missing in the operation of the troop...i cant feel the extra energy to find out and do something to improve the situation....oh man...
perhaps its time to retreat to my little humble shell and stay in there...i wan my holiday!!! haix...and the thought that it'll only come on 23rd march...i feel that i cant wait that long...omg...i cant imagine i'll be going out on attachment 3 weeks later again....wonder where i will be going this time...===.===
::huIfaNg:: at 9:52 PM
Sunday, January 14, 2007
one week of "holiday" is ending soon and what have i done? sat and sun rushing LLD poster (had to miss jasmine bdae =.=) then sun briefly celebrated wanting bdae....then mon to wed camp....thurs project n rush crd....fri crd and some slacking....sat report n stay overnight....sun trying to bia reports....o.O omg!!! is this a holiday?!?!?! *vomit blood*
the camp was unity pri 5 camp...its pretty fun i guess....haha...though the little monsters can be really irritating but they can also be super cute....haha....of the 3 camps i did so far this was my highest i guess...so high that i lost my voice immediately after 2nd night campfire and also recover it fully on saturday....haha....well i got 2 feedbacks too! they said i was helpful and supportive...happpy =) hee...there was one small xiao shuai ge...not exactly shuai but has character in my group...heee....always got him to help me n he's good i muz say but before leaving he got into a tantrum n refused to say bye bye to me.....saded =.=
went for the ventures' last phase of recruitment last night too...haha...pretty enjoyed myself admist all the stupid project stress....reached ecp at 10pm coz had to rush out another report earlier....n i was juz in time for night game! YAY! hhaha....played this polar bear game and i totally suck in the game...haha...then indian poker ending off with all the ventures writing "ventures" with their butts...hee...its warming to see how the ventures take pride in the camp they organised and were so spontaneous and enthu! =) after which its supposed to be sleep but everyone just stayed up and played some games of their own while poor little me TRIED to continue with my report...haha....a desperate attempt but i managed to finish 2-3 readings!!! haha...though its far from expectation it was better than nothing...hee....oh ya! towards dawn, a few of us tried to play those machine game where u catch a soft toy up...haha...it was old man who enticed us to play that after he got a cute winnie the pooh in first attempt. i tried! and failed....o.O haha...i caught it initially but they said coz i was so excited that i jumped that the toy dropped down...anyway....the ventures also got so fanscinated by this love fortune thing that minli introduced....diaO it was fun though learning that most of them have a girl in mind...hahaha.....yup...the short night ended with some games to break them off for amazing race and i had to sadly return home to my stupid pile of academic work -.- I WAN TO PLAY!!!!
anyway im now stuck with 1 more report which i totally have no clue on how to do it and 1 leaflet to do....haix...it would take a miracle for me to sleep tonight but i juz duno how i can start....haix...someone save me!!!
oh yes! something to be excited abt...haha...i was talking to minli abt my 21st bdae and she suggested i cycle 21km for that!!! haha....so COOL!!!!!! just the thought of it got me excited....im thinking i'll rent a chalet....have bbq or something then night time all those interested can go cycling with me1!!!! woa...imagine people from scouts, cc and my classmates cycling together with me....so cool.....hahaha.....then minli was saying i can rent a lorry....put tin cans behind it and write a big "happy bdae huifang" diaOx! hahaha.....woa now im looking forward to my bdae....but there's some planning to be done and my bdae lies in the middle of attachment so actually im still hesitating...haix...ok....think abt it when i settle my stupid work....
jia youX huifang!!!! =) ^^V
::huIfaNg:: at 4:32 PM
Saturday, January 06, 2007
attachment is over!!! its a relief i survived but the end of attachment didnt mean any work lesser but instead it meant the start of another nightmare which is being closer to project dateline and more proj meeting and STRESS! omg....this is really an ultimate test of stress management man....arghhhh......sometimes i really just feel like cooping at home and try to clear work but what's promised being promised....i cant keep cancelling my "date" with my friends....haix...give me more time and make me work faster....
the worst thing is my engine has not started at all....its still at the slow mode....someone just kill me man..... o.O n im gg for camp next mon to wed...haha....this one is really my choice la coz i wan to earn $$. pretty short of $$ these few days....while its pretty stupid to go for camp at this period of time but haha....i didnt exactly regret....
life is vulnerable....make full use of each day....i wan time to read my deathnote!!!! arghhh....omg....im getting fatter n fatter.... sometimes i just couldnt care more...ok...random rattling...gtg...tata
::huIfaNg:: at 11:00 AM
