Saturday, October 28, 2006
had an education advancement talk in school yest by seniors who had gone aboard and also experience OT practitioners...its pretty interesting i would say and got me thinking of my future...where should i go and how should i proceed...times really flies...im alr into my 2nd sem of 2nd year...in another 1.5 years or even shorter i will be qualified to practise but looking at myself now...i cant help but shivered at the thought of it...
as much as i would like to blame the education system about the fast pace and un-conducive environment to learn...i know deep in its actually myself...i haven been working hard enough and im the one delaying my own progress....looking at how confident some classmates are just make me feel incompetent and small...looking at how some people are really living a life makes me even more disappointed with myself... a friend said this, "u r now at a junction, look deep inside and ask yourself what u do will make u happy.." i know no longer what can make me truely happy...but i know what can make me unhappy...
as much as i try to stay away from things that make me unhappy...there are some that i cant just break away from...duno if the best way out is to do a clean break or to continue but i know its draining away my life... suddenly as i re-watch GOONG a zillion time i can feel how Shin Goon feel when he's in the palace, i learnt to be careful to reserve my thoughts and to hold a strong front...
::huIfaNg:: at 2:09 PM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
i simply love slacking away....having plenty of time to choose what to do and what i want and doing it at my own pace...the feeling is terrific! =) but....but....but....tonight is the last day! in another 15min, a new day arrives and the last breath of holiday will be taken away from me... haha...ok...i sound exaggerated...but perhaps a short holidays is better than a long one after all....just enough to rest and slack and yet not waste my life away...=)
met up with sophia yest. hee...finally gave her her belated bdae present and got som eupdates on her. hee...sop, if u're reading, jia you yea?! *cheeky smile* =D
yup...and today is a whole day in west coast cc...oh man...i think the yec meeting today is the longest sia! from 11am to 2pm! haha...these 2 months will really be busy with scout n cc man...almost every weekend is booked, esp for november! hopefully can catch a little breath in december though. after which from 3pm to 8pm is all about scout. haha..
today ended scouts with mixed feeling. had really great fun today when all of us got involved in some games...hee...long time nv play games le!!! played catepillar, entangled and battleship!!! haha...i so missed my venturing days and boy am i glad the guys from my batch and junior batches are back! seeing them really reminded me of our stupid yet fun venturing days. =) after all fun is some talking session. well slightly disappointed with how i present my points today coz its quite tactless i feel but im so proud when kx spoke up. i mean he totally make so much sense and i can really feel his concern, sensiblility and thoughtfulness...oh man...whenever i think of how much he improve from day 1 of venturing till today im really comforted. =DD
other than the alumni also have to thx the few yec members who stayed back till late today for our meeting. the feedback and suggestions, i will think it through carefully and hopefully situation will improve and everyone can find their own direction and goal.
~venturing should never be a chore...follow your passion and not obligation. i was wrong in the past.
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~ sometimes its scary to think how once someone betray trust he will become a shadow in your life
::huIfaNg:: at 11:46 PM
Thursday, October 12, 2006
yay! finally changed my blogskin...its kinda boring after a while n i thot this new one is quite nice...aptly describe my holiday feeling but alas...holiday is ending soon in a few more days and i haven being really having fun but i guess i did have a good rest....
went baking at wanting's house on tues. baked a choc cake and a cheese cake =) it was pretty easy i would say...but definitely the quality cant b compared to my fav secret recipe but the meaning is deeper. hee....i loved the choc cake esp! it tasted like fa kao (a kind of chinese cake) but after doing some frosting it looked like a perfect decent yummy choc cake! doing frosting is fun! haha....basically just throw the whole frosting on the cake and u start designing! =) and after chilling, i feel its like one of those delicious cake u sell off the fridge =) haha...so very proud of my cake now ^^V
the oreo cheesecake! hee..
hee...the devilish choc cake! ^^V
(it was a natural effect from cracking after baking!)
disclaimer for the nice cakes with the frosting! =D
nevertheless the highlight of the day was still the fire that broke up at her opposite block halfway through baking. when we saw the black smoke gushing out of the corridor we were STUNNED and EXCITED! hhaha....its so funny...then two of us were like pacing up and down the kitchen, b/w the kitchen windows to peer at the fire and the phone to decide whether to call 995 or not. it was pretty scaring coz none of us dialed that no be4...then we were pushing the phone ard to get each other to call...haha...at the end of 10min we decided to put it on speaker but i was the one who talked la...but diaO the police alr knew abt the fire! =.= make us so worried and HI for nothing...haha...soon the red rhino came and next the fire bridage. wanting and i had fun commenting about the whole scenario to each other =D
these few days slacking at home, chasing my series of GOONG (omg!!! its so nice! i watched it a second time ^^V) on youtube and i finally cleared my wardrobe! hee...spent the whole of yesterday sorting out all the clothes and IRONED ALL of them! proud of myself man....
i wan to go cameron highland!!!! haha...temptation!! the tea plantation, the strawberries farm.....looks so relaxing and nice...i wan to go~~
::huIfaNg:: at 12:11 PM
Sunday, October 08, 2006
juz came back from javin bdae party...it was great catching up with all the 4k people! =)
jasmine, meiling, jing han, lee ching, huijin, me, chii tarng, danson, kian teck, dennis, javin, ting shu, seng kiat, wen hao, moh kwan, max, james, kim cheong
guess i haven seen most of them for more than a year! omg! how time flies....though a lot of us have changed in appearance (esp the gals i think...all of them got so much prettier) and perhaps the maturity but the feeling of the class spirit is still there. its like...we can juz get into conversation easily...asking how each other are doing, teasing each other (as ususal im always kana teased and "bullied" by the guys =.=) but its great fun! juz like those simple gathering where everyone just sit around chit chat talk crap...and whoosh! times really flies and its time to go home... nevertheless, its not a party without sabotage.... hee
gave javin those baby cot and a milk bottle with my special concoction...haha...took quite some photo of his "baby" moments....then it was time for the guys to show their power man....haha...as the content is quite *hmpHX* so it shall not be disclosed...but its super funny n cool! =) oh yes! huijin, jinghan, jasmine, dennis n i also sneaked out towards the end of the party to get him a cake coz we felt a party without cake is weird...in the end got ice-cream instead coz all the shops r closed but i guess the meaning is there...hee...
yup yup! it took a while for us to finally decide to depart and left the house. hee....but before leaving i promised a x'mas outing...time to work on it man! haha....as to make up for my inactivity over the last 1 year as the welfare rep (which i have alr forgotten i was in that position o.O) yup! and lastly kukdos to dennis for driving all the girls home! haha....there's like 6 gals squeezing into a car man....record breaking sia! hee.... kk...in short its an enjoyable night...4k roX! =)
::huIfaNg:: at 12:53 AM
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
its been a thousand year since i last updated! hee...overall life's being GREAT! =)
i simply love my attachment!!! the staff, the patients, they really make up my day sia! the patients r just so loveable, they are sincere and appreciative in the things u do for them and some of them just touches my heart with their positive mindset. when i told them about my last day, they seemed a bit sad by it but nevertheless wishes me all the best, some even ask me to go back again to visit them...im moved....heee....and the staff! had great time with them...though im rather slack there, i managed to learn far beyond what the textbook can offer. i learnt practical soft skills to handle patients. i saw passion and real sincerity through the staffs' interaction with the patients. a true and precious relationship that seem to be often devoured by the harsh working world. my main takeaway from this attachment is knowing that such passion and sincere interpersonal relationship still exists in the working world. mayb i was too "disillusionised" previously but now i am more motivated to continue this meaningful line...
heee....the most memorable is still the chinatown outing with my center staff last friday....its really a cultural exchange man! as some staff in my center r from india, a few of us chinese brought them around chinatown, showing them the food, culture and the deco put up for lantarn festival. hee...its so pretty in chinatown! my sup was so fascinated by the lighting sia! haha...had a great time in chinatown! didnt know there's so many exotic items there! i wan go back again!!! hee....
oh ya! was pretty amused today too! had my first children day treat today! haha...super diaO...a friend asked me out and treated me to dinner and movie and said its for my belated children day o.O though im WAY PAST that but whatever....haha...the movie "rob-a-baby" is FANTASTIC! a great show juz to chill out and laugh to your fill!!!! v long nv laugh till pengZ so now still a bit high!!! haha....
n i wan to go mountain climbing!!!! hopefully my mum will nod her head this time round...pray pray pray hard man!!! hee....
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shishir, i also duno wat happen to my chatbox...haha
::huIfaNg:: at 12:38 AM
